project, y'all

 Day 09 - A picture of the person who has gotten you through the most Day 10 - A picture of someone you see yourself marrying/being with in the future Day 11 - Your celebrity crush Day 12 - A picture of something you love Day 13 - A picture of something you hate Day 14 - Picture of someone you could never imagine your life without Day 15 - A picture of something you want to do before you die Day 16 - Someone you would want to switch lives w/ for one day and why Day 17 - Your favorite song Day 18 - Picture of your biggest insecurity Day 19 - A picture of someone you miss Day 20 - A picture of somewhere you'd love to travel Day 21 - A picture of something that makes you happy Day 22 - A picture that confuses you Day 23 - Something you crave for a lot Day 24- A picture of yourself and a family member Day 25 - Picture of yourself and a family member Day 26 - A picture of something that means alot to you. Day 27 - A picture of something your afraid of Day 28 - A picture of you last year and now, how have you changed since then? Day 29 - A picture that can always make you smile Day 30 - Who are you?

I think these are the perfect two for this post. 

The two of them are my best friends. They're the two I can talk to without having to worry about where that information goes. I trust them both in ways I don't trust anyone else outside of my own family.  Both of these people have helped me through incredibly hard times in my life, both have opened up their homes to me and helped me at the moments I needed it most.  They've both encouraged me and showed me so much love, and I couldn't live without either of them. Which sounds cliche and over-sentimental, but honestly.

Bill, he knows the darkest corners. He's talked to me at some of the scariest moments in my life and managed to always let me know there was someone there. And no matter what happened he has never failed to come through. It's funny, I was mentioning two movies I would never watch around other people with him last night (mostly because they strike this place that I don't like striking in the company of others and because I usually can't keep from crying like a total freak) and in writing this I think... you know, I don't consider him other people anymore. There's so many REAL places I've not wanted to share with anyone that I shared with him...movies be damned. 

Patty: She swooped in and things have never been the same. Like a vulture of awesome.  Only that's the wrong metaphor. Yeah. Still...she's someone I can absolutely confide in, trust, laugh with, and someone who's ALSO been a constant. We went on our first non family vacation together, we lived together, and we've always been able to find the fun.  She's a pocket full of awesome, as they say.  I'm so grateful to have been able to move with them at the time that I did...it was really an awful time...the divorce thing was happening and I was incredibly mad at the world and sad and confused and kind of lost.  And I got to move in and was made to feel like part of the family. :) I still remember the relief I felt when I went over for dinner at their house and their mom suggested it.  I just NEEDED to get away, and it let me be close enough to not have to change everything.  But honestly? I admire the wit, the strength, the silliness and the smarts of this woman.  She's truly awesome. 

I think that covers today's. :P