Things are getting real. These past few days have been a roller coaster, but as it turns out, as low down as it got, when I was literally crammed in a corner crying my heart out...the up has been amazing. I can honestly say that the sides of my face hurt a little from the smiling.It doesn't make anything *less* confusing, but what I can honestly say is this... being missed and being TOLD you are missed, shown you are missed...that's something amazing. Being considered worthy of nearly 3 days of someone's 7 days in a place is amazing, and being allowed to be a part of more...
For someone to genuinely care that you laugh more now, or to just want to sit and listen to the rain together...
is wonderful.
There was a lot of wonderful with this trip, the people I saw in Socorro,and now. I don't know what it all means and on the surface, some of this insane happiness may lend itself to confusion...but right now, I'm just hanging on to that good feeling.
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